ceciliaMireles

~~Hate Me... Please~~ I want to scream at you Even though you didn't do anything I want to sew your lips together when you happily smile at me I want to kick you down After you've picked me up I want to shut your eyes forever So I don't have to see them glint with hope I want to make you cry When you dry up all my tears I want to tell you that I hate you... but I can't Because you love me and you would die if I left So the thing I want most in the world Is for you to hate me Maybe then I wouldn't feel so bad

~~My Song~~ I look at my reflection in the mirror And I just hate what I see I wonder if everyone sees her That girl that is me The girl who is afraid of everything Who doesn't ever want to be alone The one who never sings It's like she's nothing but bone She walks around like everything is okay But deep down in her heart She knows she'll have to pay For everything done in the dark Everything seems to be her fault The choices she chooses are always wrong Someone should just lock her up in a vault But then no one would hear her song That song of desperation That she sings everyday For the ears of the nation Asking them if e